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Saturday, November 11, 2006

3:49 AM

to hear someone call you a slut is bad but you will just naturally laugh it off.however to hear such a thing coming out from your dad now that is really hurtful.currently i just so feel like strangling the hell out of him.i so do not want my depressive ways to come back yes again.i have promised myself that i am going to try to be happy and stay happy even if it means faking it.so yeah i think from now on i shall just not take what anyone says seriously.so yeah sorry folks but i guess at times the lifes people live are just a facade that we just have to get used to.anyway i managed to get tickets for the little shop of horrors.talk about happiness.just that now im just not too game on watching it with my dad.i dont know i just do not feel comfortable with him.owells lets just see how things will come about in the end.anyway saw a really fly handbag and shoes today.im so thinking of getting them.though ya that would so mean that i will be going broke really soon man.aww wells anyone willing be sponser me?im all down for takers.anyway im so looking for a job after my os im really in grave need for cash and the fact that my camera has died has made it so much worst.i need a camera for my london trip.guess i shall so leave that to fate.anyway xijie messaged me this really sweet message today.yes boy i love you too!HAHAHA.yes!cocolatte soon man.cant wait i so have not clubbed for what seems like a million years now.funny thing is that i actually miss it ALOT and i mean alot.so that is really something to look forward to.finally tomorrow's sunday a day which people can actually relax a little.though i have lit paper two the next day.am so banging hard on my lit to save me man.though subjective it might be but i somehow have more faith in it than my other subjects.well perhaps that is because im actually confident about it.after that lets see physics and chemistry and it is finally all over.gosh check this out it was actually said by my tuition teacher so go figure man. "i cant believe she wants to be a socialite please,obviously she has some backing from some powerful person.damn i sure wonder who she open her legs to"HAHAHA.funny please but i cant believe that my tutor actually said that man.HAHA.quite crude though and yea man i dont even say such things well at least to my teachers.yea man my tutors all kicks ass!woots no more geog and social for the rest of my life!everybody scream with me.i need to shop soon and i want THAT guess bag and shoes.will someone get them for me?please please pretty please =)

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